( there's a stirring sensation inside of her, yearning for far more than she should want. with each kiss against her lips, each thrust of his tongue into her mouth, she found herself wanting more. yet she couldn't, not with the way he moaned her name back at her.
that level of vulnerability, she wasn't ready for it yet. however she knew how he had reacted last time to her pushing him off so she thought about what to do as his hand explored her back more. should she stop this and send him off? would his feelings sway once more, causing her sweater to punish her?
it was there when he broke from the kiss and gazed into her eyes, that she thought of a compromise. she was surprisingly rather shy now, coming down from how hot and heavy the kissing had gotten. but then she found renewed confidence and her dominating attitude came back around. )
Is that right? Are my lips that irresistible? That you can't help but want relief?
( if he paid close attention, it almost seemed that she was implying she would be helping him with that- him alone. )
( reminding him of the way he'd pleased him, and so suggestively, forces him to swallow, his cock throbbing for want of the feeling that remained tingling upon his lips and tongue. )
I cannot deny how much I long to feel that again. And I do not have it in me to refuse. ( but indeed, as it is in ferdinand's nature to find his partner's pleasure to be the pinnacle of the experience, something at the back of his mind bothers him, and he closes in to give another kiss. ) But... surely, you are burning for something in turn? I have been told that I am rather skilled with my mouth, you know...
( furthermore, it would help to confirm the questions that was now buzzing through his brain. )
( much like himself, akito couldn't help but instinctively lick her lips and swallow down the arousal that was building up inside of her. ferdinand was so different than from her, openly stating his feeling and what he wanted. if they hadn't met in the manner they had, she may have never come to see this side of him-
and he most likely would have only seen just how truly vile she could be. yet here they were, comforting each other through passionate kisses and something more to come. still there was a twinge of anger in akito with how insistent ferdinand was with pleasuring her in return. she didn't know about his curiosity but if she thought about it, she could see why he was pushing for that.
so she would have to be careful with this, figure out a way to deny him what he wanted while still keeping him content. )
You've done more than enough for me...let me show you my gratitude.
( for now she reached out to press her index and middle fingers against his lips, holding them there for a moment before pulling away and turning towards a couch in her apartment. she motioned for him to sit. )
( hmm... it was odd the first time, how akito refused to be pleasured in turn despite the whole background of their initial meeting surrounding the fact that the love bugs had gotten to him, and he needed release from their effects. it's still odd now that his suggestion to please him the way that he had and is about to is brushed off. his brow starts to knit as he puzzles over this, but akito presses fingers to his lips and he withholds any immediate rebukes, insistences, or, worse yet, questions. then, upon being given a direction, he follows it. )
( in that instance, the overwhelming need for pleasure nearly drove akito into allowing the other to please her. there was a reason she nearly bolted the moment he had his own release-
but now, she still needed to cling onto that last shred of control she had left. she had nothing, nobody here but her secret. it followed her like a ghost and even if it stood in the way of what she wanted, she refused to give it up. so while she didn't want to upset him, she did her best to balance both things; keeping her secret while keeping ferdinand's feelings towards her as positive as possible.
once he sat on the couch, she stood before him before leaning in to kiss him once more. her hands reached for the sides of his head, fingers gently intertwining into his hair before she pulled away. )
Just enjoy this....you're the only one I'm willing to do this for without any of the ridiculous motivations this place has.
( there was some sincerity in her words there because really, she didn't have to do this. she was doing it because she became genuinely aroused by him. )
( akito's words got to him, possibly even more impactful with his parting kiss, hands just in his hair but no longer. )
Truly?
( not that it's an earth-shattering surprise, considering how lonesome and unsociable akito seemed. but him? was he growing on him?
he hoped so. it touched him, being special, and he much preferred the thought of someone wanting to do this with him of their own will and desire, unshackled from the necessity of the act imposed upon them all. and, not wanting to upset him in turn, ferdinand settled into compliance, settling back on the couch, legs parting just a little as if in silent invitation. )
Then... I will let you do exactly as you like with me.
( his acceptance of her boundaries and demands almost felt like a victory to akito. such things were so few and far in between now, ever since she had arrived. truly it almost drove her to tears, an exasperated release of all the pent up anger, fear, and loneliness she had felt. however for now, she controlled herself, focusing instead on what was to come.
she was aroused and drawn to him, and her words weren't a lie. they were manipulative, yes but she had meant what she said even if it gave her the upper hand. so instead of answering him, she simply nodded and kept her gaze on his body as she hovered down to the floor on her knees for him.
her hands reached for the button of his pants, fingers working to undo the fabric and it was then that she finally spoke. )
Good....because I want to see just how hard I've made you with my lips alone.
( a shiver rolled up his spine at those words, which were even more effective at rattling him just right while he unbuttoned and unzipped him, revealing the dark tented fabric of his underwear, and upon seeing a dot of his own precum where the head of it was trapped, a rash of abashment blazed through him at yet more evidence as to how much so little had already excited him. he huffed one quick sigh to shake off some of the excesses of his emotions and smiled. )
I think that you will be quite satisfied with what you have accomplished.
( as if to further emphasize his submission to his will, he elected not to interfere with akito's work, even to help reveal himself completely, sliding his hands slowly behind his back as if they were tied there. )
( at his words, she looked up at him with a rather sly smile as her hand began to rub the bulge in his underwear. her grip was gentle but almost possessive, as if she had been wanting this for some time now. soon though, she began to pull the fabric of his underwear to the side and pulled out his cock in the hole of it.
once it was exposed and before her, she gripped the base with her right hand and leaned in closer, nearly pressing her face against it. now she looked up at him with her wide and dark eyes, full of lust and desire. )
I see what you mean, you're quite aroused aren't you? Tell me, what should I do with all this?
( ferdinand watched as though mesmerized as akito touched him, the way That he did, his mouth falling open as he was exposed, a shiver rolling up his spine as he closed in on his cock, face captivating. it was hard to deny the sorts of things that just this proximity paired with the way that akito looked at him made him crave. )
I need the softness of your lips against me... and the warmth of your mouth to envelop me.
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that level of vulnerability, she wasn't ready for it yet. however she knew how he had reacted last time to her pushing him off so she thought about what to do as his hand explored her back more. should she stop this and send him off? would his feelings sway once more, causing her sweater to punish her?
it was there when he broke from the kiss and gazed into her eyes, that she thought of a compromise. she was surprisingly rather shy now, coming down from how hot and heavy the kissing had gotten. but then she found renewed confidence and her dominating attitude came back around. )
Is that right? Are my lips that irresistible? That you can't help but want relief?
( if he paid close attention, it almost seemed that she was implying she would be helping him with that- him alone. )
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I cannot deny how much I long to feel that again. And I do not have it in me to refuse. ( but indeed, as it is in ferdinand's nature to find his partner's pleasure to be the pinnacle of the experience, something at the back of his mind bothers him, and he closes in to give another kiss. ) But... surely, you are burning for something in turn? I have been told that I am rather skilled with my mouth, you know...
( furthermore, it would help to confirm the questions that was now buzzing through his brain. )
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and he most likely would have only seen just how truly vile she could be. yet here they were, comforting each other through passionate kisses and something more to come. still there was a twinge of anger in akito with how insistent ferdinand was with pleasuring her in return. she didn't know about his curiosity but if she thought about it, she could see why he was pushing for that.
so she would have to be careful with this, figure out a way to deny him what he wanted while still keeping him content. )
You've done more than enough for me...let me show you my gratitude.
( for now she reached out to press her index and middle fingers against his lips, holding them there for a moment before pulling away and turning towards a couch in her apartment. she motioned for him to sit. )
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I would like to do more for you, though...
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but now, she still needed to cling onto that last shred of control she had left. she had nothing, nobody here but her secret. it followed her like a ghost and even if it stood in the way of what she wanted, she refused to give it up. so while she didn't want to upset him, she did her best to balance both things; keeping her secret while keeping ferdinand's feelings towards her as positive as possible.
once he sat on the couch, she stood before him before leaning in to kiss him once more. her hands reached for the sides of his head, fingers gently intertwining into his hair before she pulled away. )
Just enjoy this....you're the only one I'm willing to do this for without any of the ridiculous motivations this place has.
( there was some sincerity in her words there because really, she didn't have to do this. she was doing it because she became genuinely aroused by him. )
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Truly?
( not that it's an earth-shattering surprise, considering how lonesome and unsociable akito seemed. but him? was he growing on him?
he hoped so. it touched him, being special, and he much preferred the thought of someone wanting to do this with him of their own will and desire, unshackled from the necessity of the act imposed upon them all. and, not wanting to upset him in turn, ferdinand settled into compliance, settling back on the couch, legs parting just a little as if in silent invitation. )
Then... I will let you do exactly as you like with me.
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she was aroused and drawn to him, and her words weren't a lie. they were manipulative, yes but she had meant what she said even if it gave her the upper hand. so instead of answering him, she simply nodded and kept her gaze on his body as she hovered down to the floor on her knees for him.
her hands reached for the button of his pants, fingers working to undo the fabric and it was then that she finally spoke. )
Good....because I want to see just how hard I've made you with my lips alone.
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I think that you will be quite satisfied with what you have accomplished.
( as if to further emphasize his submission to his will, he elected not to interfere with akito's work, even to help reveal himself completely, sliding his hands slowly behind his back as if they were tied there. )
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once it was exposed and before her, she gripped the base with her right hand and leaned in closer, nearly pressing her face against it. now she looked up at him with her wide and dark eyes, full of lust and desire. )
I see what you mean, you're quite aroused aren't you? Tell me, what should I do with all this?
Crawls out of the earth......
I need the softness of your lips against me... and the warmth of your mouth to envelop me.