( hmm... it was odd the first time, how akito refused to be pleasured in turn despite the whole background of their initial meeting surrounding the fact that the love bugs had gotten to him, and he needed release from their effects. it's still odd now that his suggestion to please him the way that he had and is about to is brushed off. his brow starts to knit as he puzzles over this, but akito presses fingers to his lips and he withholds any immediate rebukes, insistences, or, worse yet, questions. then, upon being given a direction, he follows it. )
( in that instance, the overwhelming need for pleasure nearly drove akito into allowing the other to please her. there was a reason she nearly bolted the moment he had his own release-
but now, she still needed to cling onto that last shred of control she had left. she had nothing, nobody here but her secret. it followed her like a ghost and even if it stood in the way of what she wanted, she refused to give it up. so while she didn't want to upset him, she did her best to balance both things; keeping her secret while keeping ferdinand's feelings towards her as positive as possible.
once he sat on the couch, she stood before him before leaning in to kiss him once more. her hands reached for the sides of his head, fingers gently intertwining into his hair before she pulled away. )
Just enjoy this....you're the only one I'm willing to do this for without any of the ridiculous motivations this place has.
( there was some sincerity in her words there because really, she didn't have to do this. she was doing it because she became genuinely aroused by him. )
( akito's words got to him, possibly even more impactful with his parting kiss, hands just in his hair but no longer. )
Truly?
( not that it's an earth-shattering surprise, considering how lonesome and unsociable akito seemed. but him? was he growing on him?
he hoped so. it touched him, being special, and he much preferred the thought of someone wanting to do this with him of their own will and desire, unshackled from the necessity of the act imposed upon them all. and, not wanting to upset him in turn, ferdinand settled into compliance, settling back on the couch, legs parting just a little as if in silent invitation. )
Then... I will let you do exactly as you like with me.
( his acceptance of her boundaries and demands almost felt like a victory to akito. such things were so few and far in between now, ever since she had arrived. truly it almost drove her to tears, an exasperated release of all the pent up anger, fear, and loneliness she had felt. however for now, she controlled herself, focusing instead on what was to come.
she was aroused and drawn to him, and her words weren't a lie. they were manipulative, yes but she had meant what she said even if it gave her the upper hand. so instead of answering him, she simply nodded and kept her gaze on his body as she hovered down to the floor on her knees for him.
her hands reached for the button of his pants, fingers working to undo the fabric and it was then that she finally spoke. )
Good....because I want to see just how hard I've made you with my lips alone.
( a shiver rolled up his spine at those words, which were even more effective at rattling him just right while he unbuttoned and unzipped him, revealing the dark tented fabric of his underwear, and upon seeing a dot of his own precum where the head of it was trapped, a rash of abashment blazed through him at yet more evidence as to how much so little had already excited him. he huffed one quick sigh to shake off some of the excesses of his emotions and smiled. )
I think that you will be quite satisfied with what you have accomplished.
( as if to further emphasize his submission to his will, he elected not to interfere with akito's work, even to help reveal himself completely, sliding his hands slowly behind his back as if they were tied there. )
( at his words, she looked up at him with a rather sly smile as her hand began to rub the bulge in his underwear. her grip was gentle but almost possessive, as if she had been wanting this for some time now. soon though, she began to pull the fabric of his underwear to the side and pulled out his cock in the hole of it.
once it was exposed and before her, she gripped the base with her right hand and leaned in closer, nearly pressing her face against it. now she looked up at him with her wide and dark eyes, full of lust and desire. )
I see what you mean, you're quite aroused aren't you? Tell me, what should I do with all this?
( ferdinand watched as though mesmerized as akito touched him, the way That he did, his mouth falling open as he was exposed, a shiver rolling up his spine as he closed in on his cock, face captivating. it was hard to deny the sorts of things that just this proximity paired with the way that akito looked at him made him crave. )
I need the softness of your lips against me... and the warmth of your mouth to envelop me.
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I would like to do more for you, though...
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but now, she still needed to cling onto that last shred of control she had left. she had nothing, nobody here but her secret. it followed her like a ghost and even if it stood in the way of what she wanted, she refused to give it up. so while she didn't want to upset him, she did her best to balance both things; keeping her secret while keeping ferdinand's feelings towards her as positive as possible.
once he sat on the couch, she stood before him before leaning in to kiss him once more. her hands reached for the sides of his head, fingers gently intertwining into his hair before she pulled away. )
Just enjoy this....you're the only one I'm willing to do this for without any of the ridiculous motivations this place has.
( there was some sincerity in her words there because really, she didn't have to do this. she was doing it because she became genuinely aroused by him. )
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Truly?
( not that it's an earth-shattering surprise, considering how lonesome and unsociable akito seemed. but him? was he growing on him?
he hoped so. it touched him, being special, and he much preferred the thought of someone wanting to do this with him of their own will and desire, unshackled from the necessity of the act imposed upon them all. and, not wanting to upset him in turn, ferdinand settled into compliance, settling back on the couch, legs parting just a little as if in silent invitation. )
Then... I will let you do exactly as you like with me.
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she was aroused and drawn to him, and her words weren't a lie. they were manipulative, yes but she had meant what she said even if it gave her the upper hand. so instead of answering him, she simply nodded and kept her gaze on his body as she hovered down to the floor on her knees for him.
her hands reached for the button of his pants, fingers working to undo the fabric and it was then that she finally spoke. )
Good....because I want to see just how hard I've made you with my lips alone.
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I think that you will be quite satisfied with what you have accomplished.
( as if to further emphasize his submission to his will, he elected not to interfere with akito's work, even to help reveal himself completely, sliding his hands slowly behind his back as if they were tied there. )
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once it was exposed and before her, she gripped the base with her right hand and leaned in closer, nearly pressing her face against it. now she looked up at him with her wide and dark eyes, full of lust and desire. )
I see what you mean, you're quite aroused aren't you? Tell me, what should I do with all this?
Crawls out of the earth......
I need the softness of your lips against me... and the warmth of your mouth to envelop me.