[It's only then that he realizes his grip had slackened at all to begin with and a bit of transient embarrassment flashes across him, but he recovers with a smile and a proper hold. And then, looking at Ruby again, he sees her a little more clearly, a bit of who she had been before Duplicity reduced her as it does anyone else, especially Submissives. Currently, he is face to face with a sensational star, sharing a meal with her, which is something that so many people from her own world could only dream of doing. It feels so exclusive, so special, and it's a feeling he enjoys. In a way, it's quite similar to how it felt to be in Dorothea's presence as her classmate, especially for the first times... though, perhaps somewhat better, considering how much contempt she had given him right from the get-go. Ruby harbors none of that. And then, to hear her not only credit hard work, but that of her groupmates, appeals to him.]
I do not doubt that for a moment. Oh! Could you indulge my curiosity a little more? Please show me one of your cute hand signals.
[She makes a heart with her hands. But she seems animated and happy while actually talking about her idol work in a way Ferdinand probably hasn't seen yet.]
It's pretty simple for me. My brand's in my personality and not in what I do. But Memcho's all about her youtube channel, and Kana's an actress! So we put a lot of effort into our skills and personality. It's what makes us popular. It's not easy, but I love it. I know I've made tons of people happy.
[Ohh!?! His heart is on fire! Ferdinand just experienced the feeling of 'moe', and he looks giddy about it, gripping his own thighs beneath the table.]
Including me! [he exclaims with a hand to his heart.] I am quite happy right now. And I have yet to experience you at your fullest power! Oh, if there is any way at all for me to watch one of your performances, that would be fantastic. I know that it is probably impossible right now for you to do it quite like you did at home, especially without your groupmates, but it is a new dream of mine to at least get a taste of it.
[She knows the feeling of being overcome by moe. She's an idol fan, it's something she's experienced numerous times.]
Hubert said he'd be my producer, so... there's always a chance you can catch some solo shows. I can't let myself get rusty, right? So you'll definitely get a taste of it!
[But, she knows there's something else she wants to try asking, and maybe she can make it sound like a smooth transition?]
But you could have a taste of it now, if you wanted. Like. Me. If we had sex. If you wanted to have sex!
[Nailed it. (Or not, she's turning bright red because she knows she fumbled that.)]
I mean! I... wouldn't say something if it wasn't something I wanted to do... I'm just. Not... used to asking. Or anything, really.
[She shakes her head rapidly.]
So seriously, don't worry about it or anything, okay? At least, if you're thinking I don't want it, because I do. And! I totally trust you enough for it!
[And he will try not to think too hard about it right now! He shovels salad into his mouth, considers what she said a little harder, and, failing a little, asks for a bit of clarification.]
And when you say now, did you mean... after we are finished eating?
Nor do I... and once we grow close this way, it will be even easier to ask for and accomplish in the future. I bet that we could use one of the nice rooms here, too, if you want to ensure that we will be alone.
[Not that either of them haven't already slept with Hubert, and Dorothea might not entirely mind...]
[Yeah, but it'd be nice to not have people walk in too... she hasn't quite worked up to that because even if it was someone she knew, she's not sure she could handle someone walking in without getting embarrassed.
Even though she's still a little embarrassed now.]
It... the rooms are pretty nice, and I know they're stocked and everything. I bet Idia wouldn't care, anyway, as long as we don't like... destroy anything, and I doubt anything we do could do that.
[No, he'd rather no one walk in on them, either. Ferdinand smiles bashfully at the thought of them getting anywhere close to ruining a room with wanton debauchery, shaking his head in agreement.]
Certainly not! I will be on my best behavior. We will even try to leave the room looking better than we left it.
[Ruby doesn't even think she's capable of that kind of wanton debauchery!! But she pushes herself back, standing up, and smoothing out the skirt of the dress she's wearing.]
I'll go book us a room and pay, okay? I won't be gone long.
[Unless he follows her or something, but that's what she's gonna be doing: getting up to go pay and get them a room.]
All right. But I must pay you back for this, seeing as you would not let me get away with the dinner bill!
[At least half of it! Anything less would not do. She probably gets an employee discount on the rooms, too, after all... As she leaves, he scrapes the rest of his meal off of his dish and into his mouth, mentally preparing himself for the first time he will lie with Ruby. He wasn't expecting this whatsoever, and all of a sudden, here they are! But it's not like this isn't the first time it's happened to him at Catsanova, either...]
[She hadn't been expecting it either, but her recent trip to the SLUT center and then beyond? It's emboldened her at least a little, so she can get better at this and avoid the SLUT center. But that doesn't change the fact that there's suddenly a million butterflies in her stomach. She knows she can trust Ferdinand! She's been with someone decidedly scarier than him with Hubert! But it's still new.
When Ruby gets back, she holds up a room key.]
Okay. We'll be fine for a few hours, so there's nothing to worry about!
[And Ruby'll hold out her hand for him. Once taken, or if he takes it at all, she'll lead him to one of the rooms.]
[Ferdinand rises from his seat and takes her hand, giddiness rising as she guides him to their room. He catches up with her so that it is less her pulling him in the direction that she wants and more them just... holding hands as they get closer to their destination. Once they make it inside of their romantic room softly aglow in pink and red, he decides to lead her toward the bed, where he stops and takes her other hand, looking into her eyes.]
Do you have any preference for how we do this? Me on top of you, for example, or perhaps the other way around? We can take our time working up to each other, of course... [He seats himself at the edge of the bed, then guides one of her hands to his lips for a kiss, the act making him smile warmly as softness for her grows.] Start with affection and see where that takes us?
[The glow of the room is hopefully hiding the actual shade of her face in the moment, because it's still a little red from embarrassment and nerves. But—]
I... haven't really tried anything other than someone else being on top. So... that's... what I know best. But I like it. And I like seeing people.
[But she flushes more when he kisses her hand, and nods. Affection. The primary reason she likes any of this.]
I mean, that's... always the best place to start, right? So...
[And then she makes up her mind, leaning forward and pressing a kiss to Ferdinand's lips. It's chaste, but she's still taking the initiative. At least, a little.]
[Ferdinand leans in receptive of it, letting her guide the kiss and choose whether to deepen it or not. He squeezes her small hands in his and enjoys the lightly electric sensation of their soft contact, molding his lips to hers and kissing back with polite, encouraging enthusiasm. He releases one of her hands to set it gently between her shoulder blades.]
[It helps her relax a little, with Ferdinand being as gentle as he is, but because of that it's not long before she's settling into his lap. She reaches up to rest a hand on his cheek and... she chooses to just keep kissing him for a little bit, before finally deciding that it's time to deepen it.
So... that's what she does, her tongue seeking entrance to his mouth.]
[He parts his lips readily for her entry with a pleased hum, pulling her into a fuller embrace with both of his arms around her as she settles into his lap. He flirts his tongue along hers, tasting what yet lingers of her curry. It feels very good to have her closer, her weight on his lap and her mouth sealed to his, and he can hardly wait to escalate but remains patient as he savors the journey taken to their ultimate destination. The arm fastened below the one at her shoulders wanders lower as he appreciates the curve of her spine, her little waist...
[In hindsight, maybe she should've eaten something more romantic tasting than curry... but that's only a fleeting thought. Ruby's arms wrap around Ferdinand's neck, leaning into the kiss and enjoying the moment... because damn, he looks good. He tastes good. And she just loves and adores the actual of kissing anyway.
But eventually, she does pull back so she can breathe.]
You're a pretty good kisser, has anyone ever told you that?
[Before making her next move, taking one of Ferdinand's hands and putting it on a breast. She's still got a shirt and a bra on, but she's trying to be encouraging. ]
[It's not the most romantic flavor descriptor for a smooch out there, sure, but Ferdinand is hardly paying attention when he simply likes the way she tastes, saucy and all, filling his mouth with her kiss. When they part, he naturally seeks eye contact, warm smile brought to sparkling with her compliment.]
Oh! Why, yes, in fact... I am often told how good I am with my mouth. You are quite pleasant to kiss, yourself!
[And shortly after that, his hand is placed on her breast, and he straightens a little, face flushing a bit harder as she permits him to allow his touch to wander freely. As if to indicate that this message was not only received but will be followed, he fondles the slope of her there, cupping her, sweeping his thumb over its plush shape and forgetting to swallow.]
And, likewise, you may put your hands upon me to your heart's content.
[Her face flushes, too, but that doesn't change the warm, wide, kind of embarrassed smile on her face... and she does make a pleased noise as he fondles her, even with the layers of clothes between his hand and her breast.]
And! ... Sorry about the whole inexperience thing. I'll try to make up for it, okay?
[But that doesn't stop her from leaning back in for another kiss and letting her hands trail down his chest this time... and then up his shirt, letting her hands lightly touch the bare skin of his chest and stomach.]
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It took a lot of hard work! And it wasn't just because of me, my groupmates were just as important for that, too. But I am pretty in-demand. Or I was.
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I do not doubt that for a moment. Oh! Could you indulge my curiosity a little more? Please show me one of your cute hand signals.
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It's pretty simple for me. My brand's in my personality and not in what I do. But Memcho's all about her youtube channel, and Kana's an actress! So we put a lot of effort into our skills and personality. It's what makes us popular. It's not easy, but I love it. I know I've made tons of people happy.
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Including me! [he exclaims with a hand to his heart.] I am quite happy right now. And I have yet to experience you at your fullest power! Oh, if there is any way at all for me to watch one of your performances, that would be fantastic. I know that it is probably impossible right now for you to do it quite like you did at home, especially without your groupmates, but it is a new dream of mine to at least get a taste of it.
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Hubert said he'd be my producer, so... there's always a chance you can catch some solo shows. I can't let myself get rusty, right? So you'll definitely get a taste of it!
[But, she knows there's something else she wants to try asking, and maybe she can make it sound like a smooth transition?]
But you could have a taste of it now, if you wanted. Like. Me. If we had sex. If you wanted to have sex!
[Nailed it. (Or not, she's turning bright red because she knows she fumbled that.)]
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Sex...! Yes! Of course I would... [Right here, in front of his salad?] That is... definitely a way to show me your performance!
[Is it?!]
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It's! More of a beginner performance in this case! But think of it as special fan treatment or something!
[Oh my god she can't believe she did this, she wants to die.]
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Hahaha! Quite special, indeed! Though not exactly what I was picturing...
[And then he adds, so as not to give her the wrong idea:]
Not that I do not also like the idea of your special treatment! But only if it is something that you truly want to do.
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[She shakes her head rapidly.]
So seriously, don't worry about it or anything, okay? At least, if you're thinking I don't want it, because I do. And! I totally trust you enough for it!
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[And he will try not to think too hard about it right now! He shovels salad into his mouth, considers what she said a little harder, and, failing a little, asks for a bit of clarification.]
And when you say now, did you mean... after we are finished eating?
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[She turns red and her curry seems far more interesting for a little bit.]
... If you want to? I don't have anything going on...
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[Not that either of them haven't already slept with Hubert, and Dorothea might not entirely mind...]
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Even though she's still a little embarrassed now.]
It... the rooms are pretty nice, and I know they're stocked and everything. I bet Idia wouldn't care, anyway, as long as we don't like... destroy anything, and I doubt anything we do could do that.
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Certainly not! I will be on my best behavior. We will even try to leave the room looking better than we left it.
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I'll go book us a room and pay, okay? I won't be gone long.
[Unless he follows her or something, but that's what she's gonna be doing: getting up to go pay and get them a room.]
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[At least half of it! Anything less would not do. She probably gets an employee discount on the rooms, too, after all... As she leaves, he scrapes the rest of his meal off of his dish and into his mouth, mentally preparing himself for the first time he will lie with Ruby. He wasn't expecting this whatsoever, and all of a sudden, here they are! But it's not like this isn't the first time it's happened to him at Catsanova, either...]
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[She hadn't been expecting it either, but her recent trip to the SLUT center and then beyond? It's emboldened her at least a little, so she can get better at this and avoid the SLUT center. But that doesn't change the fact that there's suddenly a million butterflies in her stomach. She knows she can trust Ferdinand! She's been with someone decidedly scarier than him with Hubert! But it's still new.
When Ruby gets back, she holds up a room key.]
Okay. We'll be fine for a few hours, so there's nothing to worry about!
[And Ruby'll hold out her hand for him. Once taken, or if he takes it at all, she'll lead him to one of the rooms.]
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Do you have any preference for how we do this? Me on top of you, for example, or perhaps the other way around? We can take our time working up to each other, of course... [He seats himself at the edge of the bed, then guides one of her hands to his lips for a kiss, the act making him smile warmly as softness for her grows.] Start with affection and see where that takes us?
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I... haven't really tried anything other than someone else being on top. So... that's... what I know best. But I like it. And I like seeing people.
[But she flushes more when he kisses her hand, and nods. Affection. The primary reason she likes any of this.]
I mean, that's... always the best place to start, right? So...
[And then she makes up her mind, leaning forward and pressing a kiss to Ferdinand's lips. It's chaste, but she's still taking the initiative. At least, a little.]
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So... that's what she does, her tongue seeking entrance to his mouth.]
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She is just so cute...!]
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But eventually, she does pull back so she can breathe.]
You're a pretty good kisser, has anyone ever told you that?
[Before making her next move, taking one of Ferdinand's hands and putting it on a breast. She's still got a shirt and a bra on, but she's trying to be encouraging. ]
And you can touch whatever you want.
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Oh! Why, yes, in fact... I am often told how good I am with my mouth. You are quite pleasant to kiss, yourself!
[And shortly after that, his hand is placed on her breast, and he straightens a little, face flushing a bit harder as she permits him to allow his touch to wander freely. As if to indicate that this message was not only received but will be followed, he fondles the slope of her there, cupping her, sweeping his thumb over its plush shape and forgetting to swallow.]
And, likewise, you may put your hands upon me to your heart's content.
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And! ... Sorry about the whole inexperience thing. I'll try to make up for it, okay?
[But that doesn't stop her from leaning back in for another kiss and letting her hands trail down his chest this time... and then up his shirt, letting her hands lightly touch the bare skin of his chest and stomach.]
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AUTOCORRECT DID ME DIRTY LAST TAG...! clothes = clit. oh my GOD
IT'S OKAY AUTOCORRECT JUST DOES THINGS SOMETIMES.........
hate phone tagging tbqh
same tho god
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